so ryan went to play basketball today and usually he finishes around 10 and gives me a call. well he didn't call and i was getting worried so i kept calling him for about 2 hours and i started panicking and crying because i didn't know where he was. i thought maybe he got into a car accident or he got shot or something, i don't know! but then i called his cousin's phone (he lives with him) and ryan answers telling me that his phone was off because the battery died.
OK WELL YOU SHOULD HAVE FUCKING CALLED. i am mad as hell right now and sad at the same time. i feel like shit, honestly i do. i told him i've been worrying and calling for the past 2 hours and he apologized and told me he was sorry and kept saying i love you and blah blah. but still, it hurt and I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK TO HIM RIGHT NOW! GOSH.
i don't know if it's pregnancy hormones or if i'm getting a taste of postpartum to come or what, but i'm crying alot right now and i really resent him so fucking badly at the moment. ugh, i just want our baby girl to be here already and right now i'm just really angry with him.
now here i am crying crying crying.... normal pregnancy situation or what? >=[